Welp. My life is...good. It is, it's great. But it feels so...stagnant. I feel like I've slid back personally from where I used to be, and am currently at best treading water.
But enough about that - this blog is for hilarity and adventures, not depressive ramblings for my own satisfaction! Besides, I have my own private livejournal for that.
Haha, I'm just kidding. Does livejournal even still exist?
Oh my stars, according to google it does.
ANYHOO. I have come up with a plan to fix this! It is a master plan, created by a genius, for that is what I am.
A CREATOR!
Okay, okay, so I've banned depressive ramblings, but not ramblings altogether. As you may have noticed. Not the point.
The point is, I have decided to get myself out of this funk by creating something everyday. Well...Actually, yes. I was going to say, I should do 7 things a week so if I miss a day...but that wouldn't be enough. It's not about producing something, but creating something. I've decided I need to create every day, because I can find myself or lose myself, whichever I want in the moment, and because it will force me to progress, if only with practice.
I haven't set any limits on this, so it might be music, a home-cooked meal, art, a short story or adding to an ongoing one, a project, SOMETHING that demands something from me. I can't merely procure food or create a clean environment. I think I need to bring something into existence. I feel like this will help me, even when I produce something terrible.
Have no fear, I'm sure there will be plenty of that. But hey, even if it's pretty bad, it's something pretty bad that I made, that wouldn't BE without me.
Maybe I just like playing god :D
